i begin to doubt my ability to pursue.
will patience really pay off?
i might be wrong.
and you might end up just being like the rest.
all the people that i detest.
but what can i do,
for i'm still young, and i will still let my heart be broken.
so do what you must, if you must,
and smash it into pieces.
so i can pick them up quickly and move along.
but of course, this is not what i desire.
after all, who doesn't want a happy ending?
so i can only hope and pray.
and continue to show myself to you.
hoping that you will open yourself to me as well.
and when that happens.
we'll be more than the good friends we are now.
and that is truly.
what i desire more than anything in the world right now.